Part III: Frustration | Boy Untitled
(2018) - 43.88 sec
Periods of stagnation ultimately deteriorate into sheer frustration and exhaustion. As soon as I think I've found the grace to move through this moment, I stumble again. I see what I perceive is the person I should become, but any efforts to change myself are cut short. Actions are never complete. Thoughts are fragmented. Fears over inadequacy permeate my insides. What would happen if I committed to the physical realization of my own imagination? What if people hated it? Hated me. My soul? Any push to break free and gain control lead me right back to where I started: Isolation. I'm completely alone. It isn't until I find myself in stillness that things begin to truly change.